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By the time the word reaches Foundation, surely it has been blown out of proportion. The original teller of the tale must be mistaken, the resemblance merely slight, something. The dead do not rise from their graves unprompted and wander dressed in white linen through the snows. They must not be true.

But there's word sent all the same that a young man precisely matching Haurchefant's description had been seen stumbling, half-frozen, down the hill from his memorial towards Dragonhead. Were it not for a timely patrol, he might have died (again?) before reaching it but, as it was, he was recuperating in the infirmary there. Reports say he was disoriented, didn't answer to his name or any other, and had not yet regained consciousness. It couldn't be him. It couldn't.

But Tataru is good at catching the rumors flying and she knows to let you know right away. Artoriel finds out shortly after, whether from overhearing you or more official communication, but stops the word from reaching the Count, and begs you to go ascertain the truth before he does. It's impossible and he'd rather keep the hope from just being dashed.

Surely it isn't true. And yet...

Date: 2020-07-22 06:10 pm (UTC)
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Worry furrows her brow, and the hand that isn't held by his comes up to hover over his cheek as she debates if that's far too forward. Then again, she is in his arms, as close to him as she has ever been, and so Pahja decides to not care overmuch. Her hand cups his cheek for a brief moment before falling once more.

"Not so long to cause so much worry," she assures him, thinking that is what he is after rather than being freed to follow by her side. "Your command remains open, and your father is--" Ah. Pahja swallows. "Your death hit us all hard, him more than most. We kept news of your potential return from him just in case it turned out to be nothing more than rumor." There had been enough loss that Pahja could have weathered it, if she had to, no matter how much of a dagger in the heart it might have been. But the Count? Unlikely. "He will want to see you," she continues, voice low and soft, barely above a whisper.

Yet his next offer, the next flirtation, is both expected and yet... rather unlike any that has come before. Almost as if the idea has both come to him all at once, and one he must say before he can think better of it.

Pahja smile down at him, full of amusement, adoration, and affection that she can't hide. "It has been some time since I've gotten so much sleep-- and you make a rather nice pillow." Which is to say she'll stay for as long as she can.

Date: 2020-07-22 09:15 pm (UTC)
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Satisfied, Pahja gives herself leave to curl up properly against his side, head on his shoulder once more. She woke up in such a state without any note of discomfort from Haurchefant -- if this is all she is going to have, well. She never does anything halfway now, does she? Her hand goes to find his once more; holding it over his chest as if she's afraid all of him will simply vanish into the sheets and leave her alone.

"Living like that--" With the threat of war and death always above one's heads, ever since birth. Pahja might have wanted adventure when she ventured out from the Black Shroud and the lands of her youth, but she doubts her parents were preparing themselves for the potential that she might die before them from her birth. She shakes her head, dismissing that thought and the idea of losing Haurchefant again. "It matters naught, for we will end this war. And then you and he will not have to worry."

She won't have to worry. Although it does escape her notice that she's admitted to the war not being won, at least not yet. There's the matter of Estinien, after all. Instead she yawns, tail stretching out as she does so.

"You best remain that way, Haurchefant." And not leave her alone again.

Date: 2020-07-23 01:32 am (UTC)
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Oh. Oh. If he's going to sound like that and talk like that whenever she takes him up on his wishes, Pahja thinks she's going to have to start doing it more.

Is this the first time she's seen him fully relaxed? The idea is so strange, so alien to her -- Haurchefant always seems to be in motion, full of bubbling energy. She'd liked that. It had made her feel welcome, that her own exuberance was a strength and not, as she had feared after fleeing the disastrous events in Ul'dah, a weakness. Perhaps what he needed, what she needed, was simply time to unwind.

For now, she'll take that as it comes. "Good. I have missed you, you know." That, at least, she should say now that he's awake.

Date: 2020-07-23 05:12 pm (UTC)
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Something in the honesty that sleepiness brings has her wishing for more than minutes. A day, perhaps? Maybe a week. Pahja knows that it's unrealistic -- there are pressing matters to attend to, there's the threat of Nidhogg still. Yet her fondest recent memories are still those days spent with him before her journey to Ishgard, when she and Alphinaud were trying to get their feet under them once more. Forgetting his kindness, his warmth, was impossible.

The idea that she doesn't have to face a future without that enough to make her heart beat louder, faster in her chest.

"You can have as much as the Twelve allow," is her own muffled reply, spoken more into him than not. Perhaps that's too large of an opening for him to take when it comes to his outrageous flirting -- she fully expects him to either fall asleep or return with something far more outlandish than she could have expected.

Pahja draws their clasped hands closer to her, her lips ilms away from his skin in a gesture of comfort, of care. "And as long as you wish."

Date: 2020-07-23 11:11 pm (UTC)
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The instant his voice takes on that particular timber is the moment that Pahja completely gives up on the idea of easy sleep. Knowing that she was upping the anti, giving him an in to make some pass at her, she certainly wasn't expecting that.

Now what was she supposed to do, when nothing follows it but the rhythm of his heart and the soft sound of his breathing? Pahja swallows, dismissing it as nothing he meant, of course, because that's how he's always been.

Not that it makes it easy to ignore. It's a long time before Pahja can think of sleeping, her mind conjuring images of what-ifs involving Haurchefant and his flirting. Of what kissing him might be like, of what it might take for her to run her hands down his bare chest -- masked as an attempt at checking for herself that he is hale and breathing. Of his weight settled over her, hair falling into his eyes only for them both to vainly try and push it aside.

The sleep she falls into is restless, although she can't argue with the dreams that only continue her train of thought. If Haurchefant should wake before her and disturb her rest, he may find that rather than rousing her into consciousness, it elicits small sounds from her that might be more akin to those made from want rather than any protest of movement.

Date: 2020-07-24 04:57 am (UTC)
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Watching someone die in front of you because they could not bear to exist in a world without you does funny things to a person. Mainly, in Pahja's case, regret everything she hadn't said, hadn't done -- words caught in her throat and feelings trapped in her chest. Haurchefant's return is a second chance.

It isn't a nightmare that plagues her, but dreams so close to reality that it is hard to separate the two. What he intends to be friendly, her mind and body decide otherwise: his fingers cord through her hair as they kiss (and Pahja can't remember a time recently when she'd been this happy, this at ease) and his arms pull her further into his thankfully bare chest.

What the new position does is trap her legs in an awkward position; her dream-self registering it as feeling wrong, though she can't name why. That's easily fixed, however, and in Haurchefant's arms she slides one of her legs between his.

Much better, all of her decides, as Haurchefant is solid and real and warm and surrounding her. He says something, she's not sure what, and her brain supplies a happy, pleased response. "Haurchefant," Pahja sighs, and it trails off into something that is far more pleasure than it is fear.

If that is not enough to give insight into her dreams, then perhaps the way she moves against his leg is -- pressing in with a soft exhale that gives way to a sleepy moan of approval.

Date: 2020-07-24 02:55 pm (UTC)
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The drag of his hand pulls an encouraging noise from her, as surrounded by Haurchefant as she is -- would he give her more if she asked for it? Pahja hopes, aches, both in body and in heart, for him. He's here, alive, and what better way to celebrate than by finally giving into that shelved desire? She thought they had time -- that one day she'd find that there wasn't yet another thing to do, and maybe then she could pull him aside and, and--

Something within Pahja's head catches on his words, a slow-dawning recognition that it isn't Haurchefant encouraging her on, but a plea for her to cease. The cognitive dissonance is enough to make her pause -- "Mm?" She stills, fighting her way to some semblance of wakefulness as her mind catches up with reality.

Oh. Oh.

A flush rises on her cheeks, embarrassment crashing over her suddenly that startles her out of the hazy remnants of her dream. "I'm sorry, I--" Wait. His lips are hot against her shoulder, he hasn't pushed her away, and his words finally register with her in their totality. A hand reaches for him, to slide into the hair at the nape of his neck with only a sliver of hesitation.

She is the Warrior of Light. Pahja has faced harder challenges than this.

"Then don't."

Date: 2020-07-24 04:23 pm (UTC)
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The sound that bubbles up from Pahja's throat is a mix of laughter and of want as he finally, finally kisses her. Haurchefant, kissing her! It would have all been unbelievable, impossible, a day or two ago. Now, instead, she falls into it with an enthusiastic zeal only tempered by the sleepiness that tugs at her still.

He pulls her into him and Pahja follows, happily obliging him as her tail flicks back and forth. The hand in his hair stays there, fingers pressed against the nape of his neck when they aren't carding through it, desperate to see if she can pull the same sound from him again. Her other hand fumbles with the sheets, attempting to move them enough that she can touch him. Solid and real and alive, and kissing her.

It might not have been the world's smoothest kiss, the kind that ranks in the stories, but for her it's far better than any she's ever had. Pajha allows him to deepen the kiss if he wishes, not waiting longer than she has to; the desperation is almost tangible, and she feels likewise.

Date: 2020-07-25 03:57 pm (UTC)
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Of all the things Pahja could care about in this moment, doing it right is too far down the list for her to give it much thought. Feeling Haurchefant attempt to think is liable to give her a headache and when she has to break the kiss to breathe, her hand cups the side of his face, fingers running through the hair at his temple to shove all thoughts aside. It doesn't matter to her, not like having him back does, not like having this chance, and she hopes that in some way, he can know that all she wants is him, and this, in whatever form it takes. It doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be with him.

Her wandering hand stalls when it brushes the scar, takes note of the sound he makes -- eyes widening as she searches for for some sort of sign that she'd hurt him in his face. When none comes, when his hips move forward, Pahja relaxes. But only a little, because the pressure, the hint of friction, is enough to send her breath stuttering against his lips. Clothes -- both his and her's -- are of little thought when all she can think about is how thrilling it is to finally have this chance.

"Haurchefant--" It's all she manages to get out before she's kissing him again, more insistent and demanding than the sweetness of their first as her fingers tangle once more in his hair. And maybe it's a little underhanded to roll her hips against his the moment he pulls her flush but that doesn't stop her. Not does it stop her from running the tips of her fingers along the line of his scar as she does so -- that is surely unfair for him, but Pahja wants nothing more but to hear him moan again, cherishing every little sound she can get from him.

Date: 2020-07-31 05:14 am (UTC)
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If she were older -- wiser, maybe -- her response to being rolled over wouldn't be as thrilled as it is. There's a soft oof into his mouth of surprise, followed by a breathless, thrilled giggle. Euphoric in the sheer joy it contains at finally being able to have this, have him -- and, alright, a little juvenilely hormonal, too. Pahja is about to complain about not having his mouth on her's -- she hasn't gotten used to the way he tastes, but then his mouth is on her skin. It burns hotter than the desert she prefers, sharper in the chill air of Corenthas, and she moans with every kiss. Soft, but louder the less careful he is.

Pahja writhes against the heavy, welcome, warm weight of him as she feels his teeth against her neck -- hips rolling up, needy. The Warrior of Light may have a reputation for quiet composure when there's battles to be won but all that is tossed aside here. There is a need, curled tightly, in her, and pushing up against him and the heat of his erection through his pants isn't enough.

The soft moans she'd been making trail off in a frustrated whine -- one of her hands still tangled in Haurchefant's hair while the other reaches for his ass, only to find that their height difference and position make that near impossible. No one said she wasn't a quick thinker, however, and her hand tugs up his shirt, runs over warm skin and fresh scar. Better, this was better, but--

"M'shirt," she manages between gasps, moans she is absolutely failing to attempt to stifle. "Off, please."

Date: 2020-08-02 09:36 pm (UTC)
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Praise isn't something that's foreign to her; every time it lands at her feet she feels as if it could be put towards something better, someone better. But coming from Haurchefaunt it feels different, causes warmth to bubble up in her chest apart from her desire. Something about it makes her smile up at him, warm and open -- even as she runs her hands down his bare chest, open appreciation and fondness in her eyes.

Talking is difficult, from the sounds that he pulls out from her -- her top is simple enough he can slide his hands below the hem and push it up as he goes, and whatever Pahja has started to say is cut off by a sharp gasp as she presses herself into his hands.

"Hot chocolate," she starts, before attempting to bring him in for a bruising kiss, continuing against his lips. "You brought me hot chocolate and since then, I--" She'd been lost and adrift and he had been there with a smile and a warm drink. It had meant more than anything anyone has ever done for her until then, since then.

Pahja is helpless to stop the giggle that escapes her at the warmth of his hands, the memory of that moment, the heat between them now as she doesn't stop rolling her hips up, desperate. Slides one leg up around his hips to pull him closer, arms tangling with his at his waist before she gives up and slides them around to the small of his back, slipping her fingers under the waistband.
Edited (realized i stopped in the middle of a thought LMAO) Date: 2020-08-06 02:05 pm (UTC)

Date: 2020-08-08 08:24 pm (UTC)
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It is incredibly hard to think with his hands on her, let alone form anything close to words. Warmth radiates from him, it always has, and Pahja finds herself shuddering at the weight of his hand on her thigh, all of her jerking towards him in surprise and want when his fingers brush over her nipples and it's not teasing but it feels like it could be. Maybe later, much later, after they're done and started again.

If they were having this conversation anywhere else, perhaps she'd be able to speak clearly, plainly, but his mouth is on her skin and all she can think about is arching up into him, her hands curling in to drag him closer to her. She moans, giving up on sounding anything but wanton. Needy, desperate for him. "Felt silly," she confesses, her blush deepening, traveling down from her cheeks to the skin he's so eagerly got his mouth on. "A crush on a knight."

Her knight, who'd died for her and returned to her. Pahja can't kiss him as hard as she wants to to convey how much his words mean to her, how much she wants him, too. More than anything -- she thought she lost him, after all. "Me too," she says, voice rough and heavy with desire -- laced with something else weighed down with an emotion she doesn't know how to voice.

Haurchefant might be distracted by kissing her skin, but Pahja is doing her best to untie the fastening to his pants, the underclothes, palming him through the fabric as best she can in spite of the tangle of limbs and torsos. Something about that just makes it feel more real -- it doesn't have to be perfect if it's with him. They're practically knocking limbs against each other loud enough to be heard, but it's earnest and he's alive, so that's alright.

At least that's what she thinks, until something clicks inside her head that the knock she hears isn't from anything they're doing, but the door. Oh. Oh.

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