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Jul. 20th, 2020 11:48 amBy the time the word reaches Foundation, surely it has been blown out of proportion. The original teller of the tale must be mistaken, the resemblance merely slight, something. The dead do not rise from their graves unprompted and wander dressed in white linen through the snows. They must not be true.
But there's word sent all the same that a young man precisely matching Haurchefant's description had been seen stumbling, half-frozen, down the hill from his memorial towards Dragonhead. Were it not for a timely patrol, he might have died (again?) before reaching it but, as it was, he was recuperating in the infirmary there. Reports say he was disoriented, didn't answer to his name or any other, and had not yet regained consciousness. It couldn't be him. It couldn't.
But Tataru is good at catching the rumors flying and she knows to let you know right away. Artoriel finds out shortly after, whether from overhearing you or more official communication, but stops the word from reaching the Count, and begs you to go ascertain the truth before he does. It's impossible and he'd rather keep the hope from just being dashed.
Surely it isn't true. And yet...
But there's word sent all the same that a young man precisely matching Haurchefant's description had been seen stumbling, half-frozen, down the hill from his memorial towards Dragonhead. Were it not for a timely patrol, he might have died (again?) before reaching it but, as it was, he was recuperating in the infirmary there. Reports say he was disoriented, didn't answer to his name or any other, and had not yet regained consciousness. It couldn't be him. It couldn't.
But Tataru is good at catching the rumors flying and she knows to let you know right away. Artoriel finds out shortly after, whether from overhearing you or more official communication, but stops the word from reaching the Count, and begs you to go ascertain the truth before he does. It's impossible and he'd rather keep the hope from just being dashed.
Surely it isn't true. And yet...
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Date: 2020-07-22 05:05 pm (UTC)"Ah, yes... I suppose I've worried them terribly," only Haurchefant could be worried about the inconvenience and heartbreak of him dying and make it sound somehow like a personal failing. A thought seems to occur to him, then, "How long has it been? For me, it was only moments but..." He can tell Pahja doesn't really look older, but that still means the time could easily be measured in years, even if only a few small number of them. "Is there already a new Commander here? Has my father..." he doesn't even know what he wants to ask there. Died? Moved on? He's not as worried about his brothers-- as much as they do still consider each other family, there's always been a bit of a distance there he cannot deny. But his father is a different matter and he worries for him and for how the news of his death and this subsequent rebirth might affect him most of all.
It seems too good to be true, that he could simply slot back into his life, here. But he cannot help but hope he might yet do exactly that, once he has recovered.
Or, perhaps... perhaps it is better if he has been replaced, the world passing over him. He had always bemoaned the lack of being able to stay by his Warrior's side. If he is freed from his responsibilities by death... The thought makes him perhaps a bit reckless as he stares up at her.
"Perhaps... you might allow me to have this a bit longer," he says, suddenly, "before we all must necessarily tire ourselves out with the logistics of the unprecedented?"
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Date: 2020-07-22 06:10 pm (UTC)"Not so long to cause so much worry," she assures him, thinking that is what he is after rather than being freed to follow by her side. "Your command remains open, and your father is--" Ah. Pahja swallows. "Your death hit us all hard, him more than most. We kept news of your potential return from him just in case it turned out to be nothing more than rumor." There had been enough loss that Pahja could have weathered it, if she had to, no matter how much of a dagger in the heart it might have been. But the Count? Unlikely. "He will want to see you," she continues, voice low and soft, barely above a whisper.
Yet his next offer, the next flirtation, is both expected and yet... rather unlike any that has come before. Almost as if the idea has both come to him all at once, and one he must say before he can think better of it.
Pahja smile down at him, full of amusement, adoration, and affection that she can't hide. "It has been some time since I've gotten so much sleep-- and you make a rather nice pillow." Which is to say she'll stay for as long as she can.
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Date: 2020-07-22 06:52 pm (UTC)"I will have to thank Artoriel for that and you as well," he says, voice thick with emotion, "If it were not true, I would not want him to have hope. I... scarcely want him to have the hope now, for fear something else might happen or some other horrible truth come to light about my state. But I hardly think it right to keep it from him. One prepares," he says, softer still, "after a thousand years of bitter war, one is always prepared, but there is a difference in preparation and reality. I cannot say I would not wish the same, were the positions reversed-- better to not have hope at all than have it dashed, at least in these matters."
He laughs in the next moment, warm and perhaps a bit startled,
"I was unaware there was a leve available," he quips back to her pillow comment, "but I am ever at your service."
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Date: 2020-07-22 09:15 pm (UTC)"Living like that--" With the threat of war and death always above one's heads, ever since birth. Pahja might have wanted adventure when she ventured out from the Black Shroud and the lands of her youth, but she doubts her parents were preparing themselves for the potential that she might die before them from her birth. She shakes her head, dismissing that thought and the idea of losing Haurchefant again. "It matters naught, for we will end this war. And then you and he will not have to worry."
She won't have to worry. Although it does escape her notice that she's admitted to the war not being won, at least not yet. There's the matter of Estinien, after all. Instead she yawns, tail stretching out as she does so.
"You best remain that way, Haurchefant." And not leave her alone again.
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Date: 2020-07-22 10:19 pm (UTC)He lets out a soft, well-pleased noise as she settles against him and the thought of further quizzing her slides to be the last thing in his mind. He cannot help but chuckle, even so,
"Yes ma'am," it's like a soldier snapping to attention, but there's something lower in his voice with it as well, symptoms of the usual ways he teases, "I would not think to disobey." As charged as that is, he seems relaxed, almost as though he's going to curl up and slip back off to sleep. He tilts his head into hers, and perhaps it is striking how relaxed he seems all of a sudden, how still.
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Date: 2020-07-23 01:32 am (UTC)Is this the first time she's seen him fully relaxed? The idea is so strange, so alien to her -- Haurchefant always seems to be in motion, full of bubbling energy. She'd liked that. It had made her feel welcome, that her own exuberance was a strength and not, as she had feared after fleeing the disastrous events in Ul'dah, a weakness. Perhaps what he needed, what she needed, was simply time to unwind.
For now, she'll take that as it comes. "Good. I have missed you, you know." That, at least, she should say now that he's awake.
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Date: 2020-07-23 04:12 am (UTC)"I cannot say I am glad to hear it... and yet I cannot help but be pleased to find I am so high in your estimation." He seems to be starting to drift back off to sleep again, clearly still worn thin from the entire ordeal. Perhaps that is why he allows something else to slip out,
"Mm... pray, permit me just a few more minutes to be selfish, before I return you to the world," it's murmured against her hair, barely a smear of syllables.
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Date: 2020-07-23 05:12 pm (UTC)The idea that she doesn't have to face a future without that enough to make her heart beat louder, faster in her chest.
"You can have as much as the Twelve allow," is her own muffled reply, spoken more into him than not. Perhaps that's too large of an opening for him to take when it comes to his outrageous flirting -- she fully expects him to either fall asleep or return with something far more outlandish than she could have expected.
Pahja draws their clasped hands closer to her, her lips ilms away from his skin in a gesture of comfort, of care. "And as long as you wish."
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Date: 2020-07-23 10:12 pm (UTC)"Nay... give me no such promises, lest I... hmm... turn villain and keep you for myself..." Surely it is just that his voice is rough from the cold, that he is nearly asleep... there's not even really a tone to it, so much as the timbre makes it sound like a lover's tease, like he might also say it about to roll her down to the sheets and make sure she goes nowhere for a time.
But whether it's intentional, something that's been let slip, or something entirely from her imagination and his ordeal, there's nothing that follows it other than him dropping back off to sleep, body still exhausted and in need of rest.
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Date: 2020-07-23 11:11 pm (UTC)Now what was she supposed to do, when nothing follows it but the rhythm of his heart and the soft sound of his breathing? Pahja swallows, dismissing it as nothing he meant, of course, because that's how he's always been.
Not that it makes it easy to ignore. It's a long time before Pahja can think of sleeping, her mind conjuring images of what-ifs involving Haurchefant and his flirting. Of what kissing him might be like, of what it might take for her to run her hands down his bare chest -- masked as an attempt at checking for herself that he is hale and breathing. Of his weight settled over her, hair falling into his eyes only for them both to vainly try and push it aside.
The sleep she falls into is restless, although she can't argue with the dreams that only continue her train of thought. If Haurchefant should wake before her and disturb her rest, he may find that rather than rousing her into consciousness, it elicits small sounds from her that might be more akin to those made from want rather than any protest of movement.
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Date: 2020-07-24 03:08 am (UTC)Still, this is the closest they've ever been and he doesn't know why she's chosen now to alight so close to him, to let him hold her, but he can't help but feel giddy and reckless about it all the same. He knows that they will need to get back to the serious business of informing everyone he is alive. He should wake her, they should go. But he truly does want to stretch this as long as fate will allow, doesn't know when she might decide to grace him with something like this again...
Pahja shifts a bit in her sleep and Haurchefant mistakes the sound, initially, for a nightmare. His fingers smooth soothingly through her hair to calm her and he draws her closer, shifting to bring his arms more fully around her, thinking a more protective embrace might help hold whatever it is at bay.
"Shh... wake up. You're dreaming..."
All of it is truly intended as something innocent, if not perhaps a bit presumptuous in the level of friendly intimacy. Whether her dream reads it that way or not, however, is another story.
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Date: 2020-07-24 04:57 am (UTC)It isn't a nightmare that plagues her, but dreams so close to reality that it is hard to separate the two. What he intends to be friendly, her mind and body decide otherwise: his fingers cord through her hair as they kiss (and Pahja can't remember a time recently when she'd been this happy, this at ease) and his arms pull her further into his thankfully bare chest.
What the new position does is trap her legs in an awkward position; her dream-self registering it as feeling wrong, though she can't name why. That's easily fixed, however, and in Haurchefant's arms she slides one of her legs between his.
Much better, all of her decides, as Haurchefant is solid and real and warm and surrounding her. He says something, she's not sure what, and her brain supplies a happy, pleased response. "Haurchefant," Pahja sighs, and it trails off into something that is far more pleasure than it is fear.
If that is not enough to give insight into her dreams, then perhaps the way she moves against his leg is -- pressing in with a soft exhale that gives way to a sleepy moan of approval.
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Date: 2020-07-24 01:26 pm (UTC)The way she says his name makes him dizzy; the noises she's making, breathless, and he's got his mouth pressed against her shoulder before he can stop himself,
"Pahja, please dear, wake up," his voice is low and a little breathy, "This is too much everything I desire for me to push you away."
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Date: 2020-07-24 02:55 pm (UTC)Something within Pahja's head catches on his words, a slow-dawning recognition that it isn't Haurchefant encouraging her on, but a plea for her to cease. The cognitive dissonance is enough to make her pause -- "Mm?" She stills, fighting her way to some semblance of wakefulness as her mind catches up with reality.
Oh. Oh.
A flush rises on her cheeks, embarrassment crashing over her suddenly that startles her out of the hazy remnants of her dream. "I'm sorry, I--" Wait. His lips are hot against her shoulder, he hasn't pushed her away, and his words finally register with her in their totality. A hand reaches for him, to slide into the hair at the nape of his neck with only a sliver of hesitation.
She is the Warrior of Light. Pahja has faced harder challenges than this.
"Then don't."
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Date: 2020-07-24 03:29 pm (UTC)He twines them closer and the sheets in the way tangle and frustrate the motion, but he hardly notices. She is already closer than she's ever been to him and he'll think to want more in a moment, but right now he gluts himself on what he has, every touch new and heated. He is not an inexperienced lover in the slightest, Halone knows he's got a reputation for it, even. But this is something wholly different and he finds himself more needy, clumsy, honest.
He draws back slightly but it's only so he can kiss her finally, finally, and it would be sweet, chaste, if it weren't also more than a little desperate.
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Date: 2020-07-24 04:23 pm (UTC)He pulls her into him and Pahja follows, happily obliging him as her tail flicks back and forth. The hand in his hair stays there, fingers pressed against the nape of his neck when they aren't carding through it, desperate to see if she can pull the same sound from him again. Her other hand fumbles with the sheets, attempting to move them enough that she can touch him. Solid and real and alive, and kissing her.
It might not have been the world's smoothest kiss, the kind that ranks in the stories, but for her it's far better than any she's ever had. Pajha allows him to deepen the kiss if he wishes, not waiting longer than she has to; the desperation is almost tangible, and she feels likewise.
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Date: 2020-07-25 02:47 pm (UTC)He's been dressed in some kind of loose sleeping shirt and pants, but with the way they've even just already moved around in the bed, it's tangled in the sheets and large enough that it's really hardly much of a shirt anymore, hanging open and off one shoulder. It's harder to find cloth than skin at this point and if there is a discordant note to any of this, it's that Hydaelyn has not returned him unscarred, his death wound healed over to pink but still new enough to be a bit angry yet around the edges. It's clear he can still feel the difference, too, because he moans into the kiss when she touches the edges of it and his hips shift, not quite a bid for more friction but definitely the start to that.
He is either gentleman enough or thoroughly distracted enough that he isn't trying to get underneath any of her clothing, but not so much so that the hand on her hip doesn't slide over to her ass, drawing her completely flush against him. It's only that he doesn't know whether he'd rather roll her down to the sheets or up on top of him that has him staying like this.
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Date: 2020-07-25 03:57 pm (UTC)Her wandering hand stalls when it brushes the scar, takes note of the sound he makes -- eyes widening as she searches for for some sort of sign that she'd hurt him in his face. When none comes, when his hips move forward, Pahja relaxes. But only a little, because the pressure, the hint of friction, is enough to send her breath stuttering against his lips. Clothes -- both his and her's -- are of little thought when all she can think about is how thrilling it is to finally have this chance.
"Haurchefant--" It's all she manages to get out before she's kissing him again, more insistent and demanding than the sweetness of their first as her fingers tangle once more in his hair. And maybe it's a little underhanded to roll her hips against his the moment he pulls her flush but that doesn't stop her. Not does it stop her from running the tips of her fingers along the line of his scar as she does so -- that is surely unfair for him, but Pahja wants nothing more but to hear him moan again, cherishing every little sound she can get from him.
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Date: 2020-07-31 12:35 am (UTC)There's a thought to spare that they're really more grinding against each other at this point than anything else and there's something juvenile and desperate and perfect about it, and he finally makes up his mind, rolling over her so that she can press up into friction and he can use gravity down. It's a little unfair, but he tries to make it up to her with a line of open-mouthed kisses down her neck. They start gentle, but by the time he's down into the crook of her neck there's a hint of teeth, something that might leave marks if they're not careful.
He is not being careful.
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Date: 2020-07-31 05:14 am (UTC)Pahja writhes against the heavy, welcome, warm weight of him as she feels his teeth against her neck -- hips rolling up, needy. The Warrior of Light may have a reputation for quiet composure when there's battles to be won but all that is tossed aside here. There is a need, curled tightly, in her, and pushing up against him and the heat of his erection through his pants isn't enough.
The soft moans she'd been making trail off in a frustrated whine -- one of her hands still tangled in Haurchefant's hair while the other reaches for his ass, only to find that their height difference and position make that near impossible. No one said she wasn't a quick thinker, however, and her hand tugs up his shirt, runs over warm skin and fresh scar. Better, this was better, but--
"M'shirt," she manages between gasps, moans she is absolutely failing to attempt to stifle. "Off, please."
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Date: 2020-08-02 05:25 pm (UTC)"Gods, but I've wanted this so long. Fury, you're beautiful..." They seem to have the same thought because even as she's opening her mouth to demand him get her shirt off, he's untangling himself just enough to toss his up over his own head with what almost reads as violence, he's in such haste to be rid of it. He flings it somewhere to deal with later and wastes not a single moment getting his hands back on her at her plea.
If it's possible to just slide his hands up under her shirt without doing anything else, he will, desperate to touch her in a way that he would normally temper with more respect but holds no chance of doing so while she's pleading for it. If there are belts and clasps in the way, he falls to them with a vengeance instead, as desperate to obey her as she is in giving the demand.
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Date: 2020-08-02 09:36 pm (UTC)Talking is difficult, from the sounds that he pulls out from her -- her top is simple enough he can slide his hands below the hem and push it up as he goes, and whatever Pahja has started to say is cut off by a sharp gasp as she presses herself into his hands.
"Hot chocolate," she starts, before attempting to bring him in for a bruising kiss, continuing against his lips. "You brought me hot chocolate and since then, I--" She'd been lost and adrift and he had been there with a smile and a warm drink. It had meant more than anything anyone has ever done for her until then, since then.
Pahja is helpless to stop the giggle that escapes her at the warmth of his hands, the memory of that moment, the heat between them now as she doesn't stop rolling her hips up, desperate. Slides one leg up around his hips to pull him closer, arms tangling with his at his waist before she gives up and slides them around to the small of his back, slipping her fingers under the waistband.
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Date: 2020-08-08 07:36 pm (UTC)He moans when he does it, even though he couldn't fully say if it's the feel of her or her words that cause it.
"Since then? I had no idea..." he's shoving her shirt and her underclothes up together, perhaps a bit more roughly than he would normally, but he needs to see her, taste her, right now, or he's going to go mad with it. Even so, his mouth finds the space between her breasts before anything else, nibbling the skin there more softly than the almost frantic nature of their other touches calls for.
"I have never wanted anything like I have wanted you," he murmurs against her skin. It's not quite the words he wants to say, but this is still new and he is still shocked to find even this reciprocated.
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Date: 2020-08-08 08:24 pm (UTC)If they were having this conversation anywhere else, perhaps she'd be able to speak clearly, plainly, but his mouth is on her skin and all she can think about is arching up into him, her hands curling in to drag him closer to her. She moans, giving up on sounding anything but wanton. Needy, desperate for him. "Felt silly," she confesses, her blush deepening, traveling down from her cheeks to the skin he's so eagerly got his mouth on. "A crush on a knight."
Her knight, who'd died for her and returned to her. Pahja can't kiss him as hard as she wants to to convey how much his words mean to her, how much she wants him, too. More than anything -- she thought she lost him, after all. "Me too," she says, voice rough and heavy with desire -- laced with something else weighed down with an emotion she doesn't know how to voice.
Haurchefant might be distracted by kissing her skin, but Pahja is doing her best to untie the fastening to his pants, the underclothes, palming him through the fabric as best she can in spite of the tangle of limbs and torsos. Something about that just makes it feel more real -- it doesn't have to be perfect if it's with him. They're practically knocking limbs against each other loud enough to be heard, but it's earnest and he's alive, so that's alright.
At least that's what she thinks, until something clicks inside her head that the knock she hears isn't from anything they're doing, but the door. Oh. Oh.
Oops.
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Date: 2020-08-08 09:06 pm (UTC)He loves her, more than anything, but it's lust he hisses her name in, and the rest of their clothes are just going to have to be mended later because he's going to tear the rest of them off to get to her if he has to and she can hear it in the way he moans for her, the low hint of a growl, teeth scraping a line against the underside of one breast--
He barely even hears the first knock, hand sliding down the curve of her waist to cup her hip, thumb rubbing a firm circle in the hollow of her hipbone, but the second, slightly louder one does grab his attention and he's not a man given to much in the way of outright cursing, tends to prefer quiet (though occasionally blistering) oaths, but if ever there was a time for a,
"Fuck," this was it.
He levers himself up off her her, but his mind doesn't want to switch gears, wants to pull her close again. He briefly entertains the idea of just pulling her under the covers, letting whoever it was talk to him while he keeps her close. But no. He doesn't know how she would feel about that and they probably need to do things like talk to him, examine him for injuries and to confirm his identity alike.
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